You'll Never Out-run Whats Waiting For You Tomorrow.

I have so much to do tomorrow.... I really need to make sure it happens or at least attempt.  Bleh Im tired, but watch, as soon as I lay down turn out the light Ima be wide awake. Great shit. Will talk about today, tomorrow.... well today but yea I know what Im talking about lol

Well its been a while... There have been a few things that have happened in the last few months... 

How do you get your life on track? How do you get that train back on its tracks once its derailed? When there are so many things that are going on around you, it just seems like your brain cannot stop and take a breather. I wrote something today for my facebook photo challenge and I realize that its very true....

The question was: What is something that you hate?
Day 11:

Ok I think the one thing that I hate the most is something about myself.

I have an issue that really bugs me, and it is that I have choices in my life that I make and I make the right one. Yes, that is life and it happens to all of us. I choose to do something and I mess it up. Lately I have made a lot of bad decisions and I nee...d to take a good hard look at my life. I need to get that motivation back into my life, plain and simple. I need to make the right decisions from here on out to make my future better. I need to follow through with the goals I have, I need to follow through with everything that needs to happen instead of just watching the opportunity pass me by. When I see that coin fly through the air, whatever it lands on I need to take the outcome and follow through.

I just really need to improve on following through with my goals.  One thing right now that has been bothering me is that Im not very happy with my life... There are a few things that contribute but the main one is that Im just not happy with my body. It really brings me down. I did initially start writing on here again so I could monitor what I eat and what I do, but I have failed. And I have stated this  through many a blog and diary but I will do better. I need to do better. So yea Im going to go wash out the dye in my hair and might continue writing but we shall see. Bye for now.

There are only a couple things that I am satisfied with in my life.... = I am not happy with my life... Not at all. 

That is all.

So its been a minute... Ive been super busy with school, and I partied hardy on friday. Got super drunk... I also made some stupid mistakes. I had to take the morning after pill yesterday. Its better safe than sorry, but I had to go through my mom. Bleh.  So ive been nausiated through the last couple days Im not even in the mood to write. But just wanted to check in.