Well I have been so scared latly about my and my boyfriend.
I am like afraid we might break up or something.
Everyone seems to be in a fad of breaking up.
That just kinda scares me.
With all my friends at the moment it is the
Guys
Breaking it off with thte girls.
Josh has told me no its not going to happen
but
What if.
I hate thinking about it but he makes me the happiest I have been in my
entire life.
Yea yea I know all of you that are a lof of you
are going to say.
"Well honey, you have a long life ahead of you."
Well what if my life is ment to be with him huh?
I hate that.
What if I dont life till next week.
I look at things like that.
As if we are going to die tomorrow.
I hate when people look so far ahead.
So sum things up
I am afraid
